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Name comes from: Good Die Young - D12, the song I'm currently obsessed with.
School's right around the corner.. I do not want to go back. And it's weird. o_O All the other times school was going to start before this it was like I was the only one that wanted to go back. Now, it's the opposite. I think this was the most fun I've ever had during any summer. I dunno why, though.. I mean, I didn't really go on a vacation at all, I just stayed with my aunt and hung out with a few select people. I laughed a lot, I cried a lot.. I guess that just goes to show that it takes bad experiences mixed in with some good ones to make anything be fun at all.
While on the subject of good experiences.. I got my early birthday present in the mail from Brian the day that JC and I split up. We had been talking about birthday cards on the internet one day and he said he would send me one. But I hate waiting for things like that, and, apparently, so does he.. So, we arranged that he could send me my birthday present early! xD For awhile we talked about what he would send, 'cause he said he wanted to send something more than just a card. While we were talking, I guess he thought of something, and put it in the card. He made me guess, but I didn't get it, and now I'm glad I didn't.
He wrote in his journal about how he was so upset because he thought that he didn't put enough stamps on. And he said that he was going to go to the post office to look for it. Heh. He's all the way across the continent, and it just amazes me how he can make me feel so loved.. From so far away.
Anyways, when I got the card, it was a day after John Kitchen's birthday party and I was still upset about the little conversation that JC and I had had the day before. So Sheila was there and she was messing around on the computer doing I forgot what and I was just pacing the house waiting for JC to get there (for the photo shoot thing..). My aunt just walked in and calmly handed me the card. I had already told her that I Was expecting it, and she had been checking the mail everyday after that. So, when she finally handed it over, she smiled a quick smile then headed out into the next room to put the groceries away. I stood there for a few minutes looking at the card, then I noticed the little '<10' on the front part of the envelope. At first I didn't know what it was, so I just stared at it for a few seconds until it hit me. I laughed out loud and Sheila turned around and asked what I was laughing at. I said nothing and sat down happily on the bed. I seriously felt like a little kid at Christmas-time opening their first present ever from Santa. <-- Ew! How corny.. -_-
But.. he put a ring that his grandmother had given him when he was little inside the card. Taped. And there was $2 in Canadian money, too. I can't remember if it was the Loony or Toony. Hrm.. Brian? xD But, ever since I got that card the only time I haven't been wearing the ring he gave me is when I'm in the shower. :} At night I put it around my necklace so that I don't lose it. During the day I slip it on my pinkie finger. <333
But, even though Brian was so upset that the card arrived later than he thought it would, he couldn't have timed it better. I didn't even bat an eye when JC and I split up later that day. I can honestly say that the delay of the card was like.. the best thing that could ever happen to me. I was so convinced that I had other people besides JC to care about me, that I got through the break-up without one tear. In fact, I was happier. I felt relief. And I thank you, Brian, for that. I love you. ^^ (And miss you.. Come back from camping! -.-)
Yay? School is coming so.. *drum roll?*
Today I went shopping! Wah00! I got like 9 shirts and 3 pairs of pants. I got this one pair from Old Navy.. omg. I love them. :} My step-momgave me $300 to use, and an extra $40 for watching the kids and the house that weekend. I also had $30 of my own money, so I did pretty good. I think I still have $70 left, which is good for me because above every other hobby I have, spending money is most definately my favorite. Tammy had Sherry take me because I guess she didn't have enought time or something. Geeze, I won't go into that now. But, I spent the night at my aunt's house last night so we could leave extra early this morning to beat traffic. Before we went up to Grand Rapids to Rivertown though, we stopped at the High School to pick up my schedule.
Economics ~ 1/2 Sem.
Spanish II ~ YR
Biology ~ YR
Microsoft Publisher ~ 1/2 Sem.
Geometry ~ YR
English 10 ~ YR
Homeroom ~ YR
I wanted Gym, damnit! >:\ But, noo.. I had to get Economics. Oh well, the best part about that is my sister will be taking the same class and she can help me with it. >:} I was comparing my sched. with some of my friends, and I got a few with Heather H. this year, but none with Heather L. I never get any with her, thank God. But I think she might get out of the Strength class she's scheduled for (she could never do that class, anywayas..) and take Economics first hour. I have one with Heather C., forgot which, though.. And Jase C. and I have English together! *happy*
Hrm.. We're re-siding my house. It looks a lot better than the nasty blue it used to be. I guess my dad payed some guy to do it for like, $1,000 and ended up doing most of the work himself anyways. O_o I would want my money back, heh.
But.. that's all I've pretty much been doing lately. Not too much has been going on. Plans have been changed about moving out.. I'll probably wait until 2-3 weeks of school goes by or something. Then skip school a day and move out then. Missy is going to take Tammy out to lunch and tell her about me moving out. I don't want to be there because I already know what's going to happen, and it won't be pretty. I probably should't even be at Sherry's then, because she might try to come get me. Or call the fucking cops. Jesus, this is going to be loads of fun. Although, she really doesn't have a say in where I live because once you're over 12 then you can live where you want. Hmm.
But it's late, and Heather Henning and Heather Lucas might come over to go to the first PR football game that's at home. God, we suck, though. Last year, our Varsity team didn't win one single game. Damn hick town, anyways.. xD Heeh. I hate it though. :\ I don't think anyone really realizes how extremely small Luther is. Well.. I'll say what I told Brian. Imagine living in the middle of a forest. Or, rather.. a huge field with a few bars and houses and streets surrounding you. Someday I'll take a few pictures of my village so you all can see it's.. huge-ness. xD
Cya'll around.
End Time: 2:39am - I had a 'little' conversation in the middle of writing this entry, that's why it took me so long. ;]
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[17 Jul 2004|11:33pm] |
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[Name] Alicia
[Nicknames] 'Licia, Leesh, Wood (short for Hollywood), A, many others..
[Screen name] Kiarashay
[Birthday] December 28th
[Age] 15
[Astrological sign?] Capricorn
[Chinese zodiac sign?] Dragon
[Location] Luther, Michigan
[Marital Status] Not single.
[Eye color] Green
[Height] 5'7"
[Shoe size] 91/2 - 10 depending on the shoe
[Parents still together?] Nope. I live with my dad, and my mom lives in Cadillac.
[Siblings?] Three sisters (only one full), and a brother (half).. My mom's boyfriend also has two daughters and a son.
[Nieces/Nephews?] Negative.
[Kids of your own?] Negative.
[Grandkids?] Negative.
[Pets?] Two Dogs - Spanky and Pooch, and a Cat - Jazzy
[Education?] Gonna be a Sophomore in HS this year. :P
[Rent, lease, or own your home?] My parents own the house I live in.
[Have any credit cards?] Negative.
[What do you drive?] Going to drive a Jimmy when I get my license in December, and a Nova in the summertime. :}
Favorites
[ Color] 0range, of course.
[ Number ] 6
[ Animal ] Cheetah, or any of the larger feline species.
[ Vehicle ] Chevy Avalanche
[ Flower ] Ehh.. Flowers are flowers to me, they never really fascinated me in any way. But don't get me wrong, I like receiving flowers. :}
[ Scent ] Lucky You or Bora Bora perfume <3.
[ Shape ] When I was in Kindergarten, I loved triangles.. lmao, does that count? .. 'Cause I couldn't really care less anymore.
[ Drinks ] Apple Pucker, Smirnoff, and Bacardi
[ Soda ] Mountain Dew..
[ Book ] I love books in general..
[ Band ] Korn and Maroon 5 are my most favorite, but I like just about any kind of music.
[ Song ] Any song by Korn is a favorite of mine.
Do you...
[ Color your hair? ] Mhmm.. It's currently dark redish brown with black highlights.
[ Twirl your hair? ] Sometimes when I'm bored. I always have to have something in my hands.
[ Have tattoos? ] Gonna get one when I turn 17. :} Not sure what, though. I'm lookin'!
[ Piercing? ] Ears (though I never wear earings), Bellybutton, and Tongue. o.0
[ Cheat on tests/homework? ] Sometimes if I didn't finish it. =\ But everyone does at my school.
[ Drink/Smoke? ] Drink sometimes when I feel like it, but not obsessively. And I hate smoking.
[ Like roller coasters? ] Oh yus. :} I've been on the fastest one in the world.
[ Wish you could live somewhere else] Definately.. >.>
[ Want more piercings? ] Nope. I'm happy with what I've got.
[ Like cleaning? ] I get into a cleaning mood occasionally.
[Write in cursive or print? ] I used to always write in cursive, but last year the teachers couldn't care less, so I dropped the habit.
[ Carry a donor card? ] Negative.
[ Swear a lot? ] Not usually.
[ Own a web cam? ] Negative. I want one, though! ;.;
[ Know how to drive? ] Yeap. I've been driving since I was about 8.
[ Diet? ] Sometimes, but I never stick to it. =\
[ Own a cell phone? ] Yeah, but it's a TracFone and a piece of shiot. The minutes are too expensive for me to buy more.
[ Ever get off the damn computer? ] Mhmm.
[ Habla Espanol? ] Un poco.
Have you ever...
[ Gotten a speeding ticket?] Negative
[ DUI? ] Negative
[ Been in a wreck? ] Negative
[ Been arrested? ] Negative
[ Been in a fist fight? ] Negative. I've never punched or hit anyone being serious about it in my life. I think it would hurt.
[ Kicked someone in the nuts? ] On accident.. >:}
[ Stolen anything? ] Mhmm.
[ Held a gun? ] Negative.
[ Drank? ] Mhmm.
[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ] LoL, I've never tried remembering my name when I was drunk, but probably.
[ Considered a life of crime? ] Negative
[ Considered being a hooker? ] Negative
[ Cried over a girl? ] Negative
[ Cried over a boy? ] Yes..
[ Lied to someone? ] Everyone lies.
[ Been in love? ] Yes.
[ Fallen for your best friend? ] Negative.
[ Made out with JUST a friend? ] Heh.. Do strangers count..? =\
[ Been rejected? ] I've never asked anyone out before, so no.
[ Been in lust? ] Yeah.
[ Used someone? ] Negative
[ Been used? ] Probably by friends, but never by boyfriends.
[ Been cheated on? ] I dunno, not that I know of..
[ Been kissed? ] LoL, yes.
Now
[Current mood] Slightly upset and bored.
[Current music] All the songs that're on my computer, and it's on Random so..
[Current taste] None..
[Current hair] Down. Always it's down.. :} The only time it's different is if I have a hat on.
[Current annoyance] Too long to put here.
[Current smell] Nothin'.
[Current thing I ought to be doing] Probably working on MLS.
[Current windows open] Windows Media Player, LJ, NetZero, PSP8, Notepad, and IM Conv. w/ John K.
[Current desktop picture] A dragon that I found on DA.
[Current book] Been too busy lately to pick up anything.
[Current cds in stereo] D12 World, Godsmack - Awake, Korn - Follow the Leader, Korn - Take a Look in the Mirror
[Current crush] I have a boyfriend, so.
[Current favorite celeb] Vin.
[Current hate] The phone not ringing..
[Current job] I'm looking..!!
The last time
[Last book you read] Damn.. I can't even remember it's been too long ago.
[Last movie you saw] I just watched The Rundown with my family. I've already seen it, but it's good.. So I watched it again. :}
[Last thing you had to drink] Some Energy drink, but I don't think it worked. Demmit.
[Last thing you ate] Ice Cream! :}
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Prolly my mom.
Do you...
[Do drugs?] Negative. *puke*
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] Negative. I never have, either.
[Play an instrument?] I just quit playing the trumpet this year. *happy*
[Believe there is life on other planets?] There is..
[Remember your first love?] My first -real- love? Yeap.
[Still love him/her?] Mhmm.
[Read the newspaper?] If there's anything of interest in it to me, yes.. But I live in such a small community, there usually isn't.
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] Not in real life, no. =\
[Believe in miracles?] No, I think things happen because they happen. If something is going to happen, it'll happen one way or another, sooner or later.. Get it?
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] Yes.
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] Heh.. Depends on my mood. And what I've had. :}
[Consider love a mistake?] Negative. I don't see why anyone would. I think it's one of the most beautiful things in the world.
[Have a favorite candy?] Negative. 3 Musketeers are good, though.
[Believe in astrology?] Not really.
[Believe in magic?] Negative.
[Believe in God?] I have internal debates with myself. But I'm going to church now, so it's helping a bit.
[Do well in school?] Yeah, I try.. But my school is really easy, they give us a lot of breaks, and I know it. I think my GPA is somewhere around 3.8
[Go to or plan to go to college] I want to..
[Wear hats?] Yep! I have the hat JC gave me. It's my favorite hat, I'm always wearing it. :}
[Hate yourself?] Sometimes. Okay, most of the time.
[Have an obsession?] I used to! :} But I got over it.
[Have a secret crush?] LoL =shrugs=
[Do they know yet?] If they knew.. it wouldn't be a secret would it?? o.0
[Collect anything?] Books. Do they count?
[Have a best friend?] Mhmm.
[Close friends?] Mhmm. Omigawd, I have friends.
[Like your handwriting?] I like my cursive, yeah.. But my print is.. blegh.
[Care about looks?] I care about what I look like, but I'm not overly obsessive about what others look like. =shrugs= I guess I'm just like most other people in this category. It's not like I walk around and go, "OMG! LOOK AT THAT GUYS HAAAAAAAAAIR!"
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Do it if you want. :}
What Would You Do If..
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
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I WERE hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What Do You Think About My..
Personality:
Eyes:
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Hair:
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Family:
Would You..
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
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Try and solve my problems:
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[01 May 2004|05:27pm] |
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Yes, I finally am. o_O Brian got after me. :} I'm not really going to write much, though.. Lately I've been writing more in my personal journal than I have been in my public one. =o That's my excuse.
I've got so much more work to do before MLS opens. It's scary. =\
I'm sick with a cooold! ;.;
I did have quizzes on here, but they were messing up journals. So.. They is gone now. :}
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Aww.. I'm disappointed. My suns didn't show up in my Subject..
We got a new computer for my house. Dell, like my laptop. It's pretty nice.. We got a 17" monitor to go along with it, almost the size of my mom's. A 19" was almost $200 more, so I guess my parents didn't see the point in paying that much extra for two more inches added to a screen. Which, I agree is a smart choice. Even though 19" is bigger. >:]
Last week was.. agh. Just as busy as the week before that, I guess you could say. Last weekend was Festival. That was fun.. I'm just glad it's over with. We got a 2. The worst you can get is 4. I told a few people the worst you can get is 3 (like, Brian, I think =O), but it's not, it's a 4. So, all in all, we did pretty good. It wasn't fun listening to the seniors whine about it on Monday, though. "I wanted to go on to State. Stupid Freshmen." Blagh.. They're in the Band, too! They help contribute. I guess they don't see that, though.. With everything it's always the Freshmen's fault. Oh well.. next year I'll be sophomore, and I'll get to tease the Freshmen. >:] Caaaan't wait! Even though, some people take it to far.. And the teachers don't seem to care, either. It's like, almost discrimination. They just look away when upper classmen do things. ;.;
A couple weeks ago I told my aunt that I was thinking about moving in with my mom. I guess my aunt told my mom, who told my sister, who told my step-mom, who told my dad.. Sooo, my dad found out. But he wasn't mad. He was really sad. He told my that there should be nothing stronger than family love, and that I was on the verge of breaking the family apart. Now, you know how when your parents don't tell you that they're mad at you, just disappointed? And it hurts so much more than if they were mad at you.. Okay, so.. Multiply that feeling times 10. I love my dad more than anyone else in this world.. The thought of hurting him like that.. Agh. My step-mom told me that in all the years they'd been married, she's never seen my dad that upset and sad. If I could have gone back and taken what I said away, I would have. Because at that moment my hearrt just dropped. When I said that I was thinking about moving, I guess I didn't realize how much it would hurt my parents. Or my dad. Obviously a whole lot, because he wouldn't talk to me for two days. During those days, I went to bed really early, at about 7:00. The thought crosses my mind to run away, but then.. where would I go? The woods? Pwsh. That'd be dumb. I'm smarter than that to realize that I have no where to go. So, that wasn't an option. I didn't tell my parents how much them not talking to me or acknowledging my presence hurt me. And I'm glad I didn't. Things are back to normal now and that's how I want them to stay. I just came to the very real conclusion that I cannot tell anyone anything anymore. Ever. Except for Brian, probably.. He's the only one I can confide in now. I feel so alone.
Quiz thing..
Omg, I swear this is what I got! =OO
 Your Sexual Energy is Orange!Your sensuality is flashy, energetic, and in your face. You draw attention to yourself without even trying. You are 100% sexy, and people respect you for it. While you are incredibly seductive, you don't wear your raw sexuality. You keep all your most carnal urges inside, and no one's the wiser... Well, except for a select few :-) Your talent is working your date for a long time before you actually give into sex. You love that first look, that first kiss, that first touch... After hours of bliss, you'll finally take your date back to your place. Spice up your sex life by owning your sexuality - and flaunting it! How about some public exposure, or some bathroom play? Just add in some wild creativity and your fun will be tripled! Britney Spears and Cameron Diaz are perfect examples of orange sexual energy. Look out for people with brown, gray, and red sexual energies - they are perfect for you. What Color is Your Sexual Energy?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
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I'm at my aunt's house right now.. I just got a call from my sister and she said that we had a 2 Hour Delay from school. Well, I kind of wanted to go to school today. o_o I have nothing else to do.. Except sit here for two hours. I could go back to bed, but I'm not really that tired. I was sick all yesturday, so I slept all day. I'm over it a little bit, but my stomach still feels a little blegh.
What a busy week. I'm not going to write about it.. Not worth the time. Just thought I'd do a small little update so if I ever come back and read these entries, maybe I'll remember them instead of having to read them. Make sense? ;}
If you like the song Fuck It by Eamon, then you should download Fuck You Right Back by Frankee. It's the come-back song to Fuck It. Kinda funny.. :] My mom said she heard it on the radio, so I've been looking all over for the name of the song and artist for weeks. I finally found it last night on the MTV News webpage. Soo.. I downloaded it and burnt it to a CD. Mmhmm..
Okay, I'm off. See you all around.
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Yay. No one is on. I have nothing to do. I haven't talk to Amanda in a loong time. ;_; I miss you? :}
This entry's going to have a lot about Brian in it.. mainly because I miss him already.. ;_;
I feel lonely. Brian left for Pentiction at about 4:00-4:30 (my time).. Today I talked to him for a little while, and then my mom said we were going to Reed City to Matt's house that he's redoing.. He used to live in it with his ex-wife before my mom met him, and when Matt met my mom, he moved out of that house and in with my mom. That was awhile ago.. but it seems like only a little while ago. And, Matt kicked his ex-wife out of the house they were living in. Sooo.. Now he wants to re-do it, and sell it. It's a total dump, too.. So nasty. I was there talking to Brian, and it was so dirty. I almost didn't want to take my laptop out.
15 minutes until the Oscars.. I'm gonna stay up and watch them. I'm voting for Johnny! >:}
This weekend was so hectic and busy.. Last night was Snowfest, which is the second dance that I can go to, Homecoming being the first. My friends and I didn't want to go to the dance, so we went out to the movies instead. We went to see 50 First Dates. It's really good, but I don't think I really cared for the ending.. If I was the producer, I would've ended it differently. I wanted to start crying everytime they said that he had to make her fall in love with him everyday.. I can just imagine a guy loving a girl like that so much, that'd he go through that everyday for her. It's so sweet. ;_; KJFskdF, I miss Brian. >.< And he only just left today.
But, yeah.. After the movies we went out to eat at a Chinese restaurant that everyone goes to. I saw a few people there that I knew. Some of them were even dressed up for the dance. Aww.. ^^ I don't really care much for the food there, though. I mean, it's good, but I've had better Chinese. Mm.. Chinese. <3 After Chinese, we walked over to Wal-Mart to shop around for awhile. I saw this cowboy hat there that I had to have.. So I bought it. >:} I walked around the store saying "Howdy." and "Afternoon." to people. Yeah, it was good fun. Seeing their reactions.. priceless. Especially younger boys. Lmao. After Wal-Mart, we crossed the street to Meijer's. We hung out at the porch bar things that they have there. They had little fake fruits, and someone had taken a bite of one. o__o Yummeh. They must've been testing it.. LoL.
Sometime along the way, half of my friends got mad at Heather Lucas.. It's so stupid when we're all out having fun, and then people have to mess it up by fighting. Ever happened to you before? >_> God.. So, it was just me and Heather Lucas and Heather Henning walking through Meijer's. I don't even know how the other half of our group got home. They must've called someone to pick them up, or something.. Actually, it's more than likely that they met someone in Meijer's to give them a ride home. Meijer's is the 'cool' place to hang out at night, because kids in my school are too young to hang out at the bar, so they go to Meijer's instead. Good thing it's a big store.. Not big enough, though, if you ask me. It's almost like our high school in there, people making out all over the place.. After we were done hanging out at Meijer's, my mom came and picked us up. It was me, Heather Lucas, and Heather Henning. I know three Heather's, and all three were there that night. The other Heather, Heather Cosgrove, was 'mad' at Heather Lucas for some stupid reason, so we didn't really hang out with them when we were at Meijer's. (Confusing, yes?) But.. Like I said, I don't even know how they got home.
When she got there, I asked her if she'd pick us up some Apple Pucker from the store. She said that I should ask Matt. I asked him, and he said, "Yeah, I don't care! I can't believe you even asked.." or something like that. So, we went to the store and got a bottle of it, then we went to the movie store to pick out some movies for that night. I saw my band teacher there. She looked exhausted.. I don't know what she was doing, but I stopped and talked to her for a little bit to see how she was doing. She didn't tell me the reason why she was so tired, though.. Hmm.. >:}
When we got home, the three of us hung out around the house and drank our Pucker. Heather Henning had a camera, so when she gets the pictures developed, I'll have some to put up from last night. ^^ It was fun. Heather Lucas and I had fro's. =O It was awesome. I had Stacey put it up in little pom pom's, and I put my cowboy hat on. Yee-haw. After we had had almost the whole bottle, we decided to go watch the movie Heather and Heather picked out. It was called Thirteen. It looked pretty sick, so I got on the internet and had Brian call me. <3. That was interesting. Let's just say there was a lot of screaming.. I think I bored him, though. ;_; He probably won't ever want to call again after last night.. =laughs=
Buuut.. Yeah. That was my Snowfest. Stacey went to the dance. She said she had fun. She looked so purty. Aww. :] Even though she didn't like the people she was going with, I guess she said she still had fun somewhat. But, yeah.. This is a pretty long entry. I'm writing it while I watch the Oscars. Yay. They made a Canadian joke earlier. It made me sad. Everywhere I look there's something that has to remind me of him! >.<
I miss you so much Brian. =heartheart= I love yew.. And, I made this long because you said I hadn't updated in awhile. =O Here ya go. ^^
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You don't know when something terrible could happen. Over the weekend, on the 15th, a girl that was in my class was killed in a snowmobiling accident. She was really quiet, yet she had many friends. I wish I knew her better, now.. I wish I had payed more attention. It's not that people teased her, but she didn't get close to people very easily, and she wasn't very outspoken either. Now she doesn't have a chance to live the rest of her life. She was only 15! I'm attending the funeral tomorrow. It's going to be during school at about 11:00. Even though I didn't know her all that well, I still would like to be there for my friends that did know her and were close to her. As many of you know, the place where I live is not very big at all. News travels extremely fast, and most knew what had happened only an hour after it did.. So, my classmates and I are going to go through this together tomorrow.
But.. on a lighter note.
Name Meaning:
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
(Yeah, there's two repeating letters out of the six letters I have in my name. So that must mean that it's doubly true? ^^ Not sure if they're all that accurate, though.. I can be pretty outspoken when I want to be.)
( Find out what yours means.. )
And now.. the quiz Brian took a loong time ago. o_o
Five details about your appearance right now.
[x] I'm wearing a robe. (Because I'm cold.)
[x] I didn't do my hair today, so it's straight. ^^
[x] I'm wearing sweat pants from AE.
[x] I have comfy clothes on.
[x] I have only one contac in. >.<
Five things you did today.
[x] Went to school. <.>
[x] Had Driver's Ed.
[x] I was lazy this morning.. But I did write Brian a letter at 6:30! ^.^
[x] I talked to my friends. o_o =can't think of anything=
[x] I watched Comedy Central.
Five things that everyone should know about you.
[x] I'm with Brian, and have been for over four years. <3
[x] My parents are divorced.
[x] Yes, I'm 15..
[x] I have my bellybutton pierced.
[x] I'm pretty outspoken most of the time.. And, I like to talk. A lot. =D
Five groups/artists you listened to yesterday.
[x] Korn
[x] Maroon 5
[x] Sean Paul
[x] Whoever sings the song Brian sent me..
[x] OutKast
Five things that make you happy.
[x] Talking to Brian.
[x] Kittens. ^^
[x] When something good happens to those that deserve it.
[x] Being around people I love.
[x] .. Brian. :D
Five things that disgust you.
[x] Meghan Hoover. Don't ask.
[x] People without respect for others.
[x] Betraying
[x] Fishy Foods :}
[x] Pigs.. Of course.
Five things you can't live without.
[x] My friends and family. Those I love. Brian.<3
[x] Chinese food.
[x] Milkshake Man!!!
[x] The computer, also. ^^
[x] Comedy Central, SNL, Mad TV, Insomniac.
Five things you'll do when you complete this.
[x] Talk to Brian a'cause he just came on.
[x] Go get something to drink.. MD.
[x] Waste time until bedtime.
[x] Read a little.. maybe. ^^
[x] O__o Go on MLS? >XD
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| Happy Belated Valentines Day, everyone.. |
[15 Feb 2004|11:59pm] |
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Yep! I think this year's Valentines Day was the best one I've had so far, actually.. Probably a'cause I got to talk to Brian on the phone the day before, and on Valentines. Yeah, it was fun. :} Even with Cait. ^^ ;D
Ahh.. So cold in here. Not gonna make a long entry. ^^ Just wanted to post the following. Wahoo. Happy V-Day everyone.
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[07 Feb 2004|12:20am] |
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Today was.. Very exhausting. I knew it was going to be before I woke up, though. All the other schools around us got 2 hour delays, and then cancellations after that. We only got the 2 hour delay. Oh well, I guess I should be thankful for that, eh? Actually, if we hadn't have had the delay, I'd probably be in bed right now.
So, I woke up and looked on the news this morning and that's how I knew we had a delay. So, of course I went back to bed. Stacey woke me up and told me it was time to start getting ready, so I jumped in the shower and what-not. After talking to Brian yesturday, I knew it was going to be a loong day.
Got to school, and I automatically grabbed my first hour stuff, because I had forgotten that we had a two hour delay. Yeah, I get laughed at a lot. ;_; We're starting two new projects. One in English and one in Science. For English, we have to write a brochure in groups using Microsoft Publisher. We're starting it on Monday, I think.. Science, we have to write a presentation on cell phones. The most stupid thing to write on and do a presentation on ever. I'm partners with Heather, and we didn't do anything yesturday or the day before. Just messed around in the computer lab. >:} She said she wanted to do it over the weekend at her house because she has the program on her home computer. Wahoo. So, now I have to go over to her house to finish it. I don't really want to. I just want to relax this weekend! X.x
After school got over, Heather and I worked on our presentation, didn't get anything done at all, and went back to the gym to watch the Freshmen basketball game. We hung out with Jeff and Adriene until we had to go to the Band room and start practicing. It wasn't Adriene's and Jeff's night to play, but they went in the room with us anyways. There's this one trombone player that bosses everyone around. He thinks he's so cool, but he has, like, no friends. I'd feel bad for him, except the way he acts is so rude.. to everyone.
So, I was at the school from 10:30 to 9:00. KSJDfhskjdfhskjf. Fun.
I miss you, Brian. Get on! >:}
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I'm really bored right now, so I figured I'd type up an entry.
Watching the kids, again. My step-mom said that it seems like I'm never at my dad's house anymore. And she's probably right, even though I told her that was true. I better be getting payed for tonight. My mom didn't say anything about it, though. Tonight is Matt's pool tournament night, so they're off at Coz's shooting pool.
Haven't updated in awhile.. My dad got the shop door fixed. Every night he cleans out the cash register and turns it toward the windows,open, so if you're close enough, you can see that it's empty. Nice idea. ^^ Except, if they were smart thieves, they'd go for the tools, which are probably worth more money than the cash that was in the register that night.
No school today. In-service for teachers. We get the first Wednesday of every month off from school. Kinda nice. Except, you get the day off right in the middle of the week. So, you're, like, ready for another day off because it seems like the weekend. I was going to go back to my dad's house tonight, but my mom wanted me to stay another day so I did. Probably because she wanted to go out, which she ended up doing anyways.
She got a new computer today, which I'm on right now. Top of the line, I guess you could say. Cost a pretty penny. ^^ But, it's really nice. 19" LCD screen, which came seperate from the actual computer itself. She got a really nice speaker system with a subwoofer that came with the computer, though. Niice.. =listens to the Radio=
Brian's at band practice right now, I guess. Said he'd be on at 5:00 his time, I think. But, it's 6, now.. And I have to go to bed, soon. I might not get to talk to him tonight. >.< Can't say I wouldn't deserve it, though.
Today was boring.. My life is boring. Same shit, different day as they say. It all gets kind of.. depressing, I guess you could say, after awhile.
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[27 Jan 2004|06:15am] |
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Yesturday everyone (even the teachers) at school was talking about this huge snow storm we were supposed to have last night. And, school was supposed to be cancelled. But, did we have it? No. I doubt we got even an inch more of snow, which I found out this morning.
Yeah, but when my mom came in at about 5:30, I figured she was going to tell us that school was cancelled. Wrong. She said they just got a call from the Sheriff's Department, and someone had apparently broken into the shop and stole the whole damn cash register. Holy fuck. They got in by breaking through the glass door..
Now, my grandpa's owned that shop since before I was born. Has it ever been broken into before? No. My dad just took over the shop three fucking weeks ago! Notice anything odd?
My dad had just emptied out the register last night, which had about $3,000 in it. He left about $300 for change, which they stole last night. Thankg God for that. He said he's never going to leave an money in the register anymore, and that he'll just take it home with him. That's fucking ridiculous! It's going to take him an extra 15 minutes to take all the cash out every night.
=sighs= I've never heard of a shop in Cadillac being robbed before. Maybe it's because I just never pay attention, but I don't think that it's just coincidential that it got broken into now. There are people who didn't want my dad to have the shop, and that'd have to be my mother.
She threw a fit when my grandpa said that he was going to give the shop to my dad. She's really tight on everything she has, never wants to share or anything. Even though my dad worked there practically his entire life, she doesn't think it's fair to hand over the business to my dad when she's his daughter. What the fuck. What would she do with the damn shop? She's never done one thing for my grandpa, except borrow money from him.
The worst things happen to the best people. My dad didn't deserve this..
=shrugs= I have to go get in the shower and ready for school.
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And so begins another day. It's Sunday already! Why can't the weekend be longer..?
I have a band test tomorrow. For chairs. I should probably practice a little bit, but it's just a few scales. We get to record ourselves in the back room. o__o That ought to be interesting. I need to get my book and write the fingerings in for all the notes, a'cause I don't know them. Heeh.
I drew a few poses this morning. One similar to the sitting on with orange pants, except it's a cheetah. My scanner here at my dad's doesn't work for some stupid reason, so I'll have to wait until I get to my mom's house this coming weekend. Or, I could mess around with it for a few hours. It'll give me something to do besides sitting here the whole day. I'll probably make everything I've done free poses, since I can't get on Wolfhome to advertise my stuff. Stupid omega-ness.
Doger made me a gallery to put my stuff up in. Thank you! ^^
Darkend-Plains Gallery - the main list of all the galleries. Annd..
My Gallery. >XD
I don't have anything in it right now, so I'm thinking that those poses I just did will be the first stuff that I put in there. Yay.
I'm trying to look around the internet for some paints. There's an art store called Brinks in Cadillac, but they don't have the kind of acrylic paint I want. I guess my parents went up to Cadillac today, and I asked them if they could stop by Brinks and see if they had any in. I think all the have is this watercolor pencil stuff.. e.e I need some inking pens, too. The good kind so I can scan stuff and color it better digitally. I need to learn how to do that better.. Amanda, show me!! >XD
People go in MLS and just.. sit there.
Forks: just entered
Kiarashay: hey Forks
Kiarashay: o-o
Kiarashay: umm, hello? o_o
Right. I'm so bored, demmit. I think I'll go mess around with my scanner for a bit.
~Peace.
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[23 Jan 2004|09:43pm] |
Stolen from kikoni.
-- Name: Alicia Holmes
-- Birthdate: December 28th
-- Birthplace: Traverse City, MI
-- Current location: Luther, MI
-- Eye color: Light Green
-- Hair color: Light Brown, almost blonde
-- Righty or lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac sign: Capricorn
-- Innie or outtie: Innie
Series Two - Describe:
-- your heritage: Um.. No idea? I'm a mutt. ^^
-- the shoes you wore today: The new Skechers my mom got me for X-Mas
-- your hair: Flipped out, and cut to my shoulders
-- your weakness: Oh, many things..
-- your fears: Pigs, WInd-chimes (the sound they make freaks me out), and anything that's 'too' happy.
-- your perfect pizza: Barbecue sauce pizza!
Series Three - What is:
-- your most overused phrase on aol\aim: The face 'o_o', or any other face.
-- your thoughts first waking up: "I hope school's cancelled."
-- the first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes, prolly.
-- the best name for a butler: Um.
-- your best physical features: I'd have to say my ass. >:} Nice and round.
-- your bedtime: 10:30
-- your greatest accomplishment: Getting through life in one piece.
-- your most missed memory: Anytime I'm with my family.
Series Four - Do you prefer:
-- pepsi or coke: Mountain Dew! >:}
-- mcdonald's or burger king: Burger King
-- single or group dates: Single is the way to go.
-- adidas or nike: Nike
-- lipton ice tea or nestea: Ew. Tea. =O
-- chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- cappucino or coffee: Cappucino
-- boxers or briefs: Boxers
Series Five - Do you:
-- smoke: No.
-- cuss: Occasionally, but not, like.. a lot. o_o
-- sing well: Well, I don't think I do, but I sing anyways! Always in the car ^^
-- take a shower everyday: Every night or morning.
-- do you think you've been in love: Currently in luff.
-- want to go to college: Yeah, not sure where, though. o_o
-- like high school: Ahh.. school's school to me.
-- want to get married: Yeah ^^
-- type with your fingers on the right keys: LoL! No..
-- believe in yourself: Sometimes.
-- get motion sickness: I have once.. When I went to the fair. And I was sick for the rest of the night.
-- think you're attractive: No
-- think you're a health freak: Well, I know when to quit the junk-food.
-- get along with parents: I have two sets, so it's kinda hard. I get along with my dad, but not my mom's.
-- like thunderstorms: Yeah, I like to play in the rain. :}
-- play an instrument: I play the cornet. o
Series Six - In the past month, did/have you:
-- drank alcohol: Yeah.
-- smoke(d): Nope
-- done a drug: Nope, never have, and never want to.
-- had sex: Nope.
-- go on a date: Nope.
-- go to the mall: LoL, I get the mail everyday! ^^
-- eaten an entire box of oreos: No, but oreos are goot.
-- eaten sushi: Um. No.
-- been on stage: Nope, but I was in the school play last year.
-- been dumped: Nope.
-- gone skating: Too cold and snowy.
-- made homemade cookies: Yeah, my mom's a cookie Nazi.
-- been in love: Yeah. ^^
-- been skinny dipping: No, but I've been before.
-- dyed your hair: Yeah
-- stolen anything: No.
Series Seven - Have you ever:
-- played a game that required removal of clothing?: Nope.
-- if so, was it mixed company: Nope. o_o
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yeah.
-- been caught "doing something": o_o No.
-- been called a tease: Nope.
-- gotten beaten up: Nope.
-- shoplifted: Erm.
-- if so, did you get caught: No
-- changed who you were to fit in: LoL! No.. but I have changed the way I look because I wanted to try something new. ^^
Series Eight - The future
-- age you hope to be married: Whenever I meet the right person.
-- describe your dream wedding: Erm.
-- how do you want to die: I don't really want to think about dying.. X.x
-- where you want to go to college: No idea. o_O
-- what do you want to be when you grow up: LoL! 'Grow up'.. Ehh, I'm thinking about being a freelance writer, or starting my own magazine.
-- what country would you most like to visit: 'O Canadaaa.. 'O Canadaaa.. >:}
Going to play Grand Theft Auto III. Be back in a bit. ^^
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Hmm, I'm really bored right about now, so I guess I have nothing better to do than post something.
Didn't have school today. It was cancelled pretty much everywhere around where I live. The snow we had was unbelievable. When I woke up this morning, I looked out my window, and there was someone stuck in my yard. o_o I guess they swerved off the road, and got stuck in the ditch. The ditch we have behind our house kind of dips in a ways, and he was stuck in that. On the way up to Cadillac today, my dad pulled him out with his truck. He just got new snow tires on his truck. After he put them on, he was really proud of himself when we didn't slip on the roads today, and everyone else was. He also put duals on his truck, so it rumbles. Everytime he comes home he backs up into the drive-way, and revs the engine so we can all hear it inside the house..
Isn't it weird how your parents do things, but the things they do as a job you have no idea about? I mean.. for instance, my dad owns a muffler shop, and he works on cars and what-not. Now, I have no idea what anything under the hood is. o__o He knows all about it, but I couldn't have a clue what goes where, and what makes what work. I'm sure he'd gladly teach me, but I'm not really into automotives like that. I'd rather take it into his shop and have him fix it for me! ^^ Muah.
Can't think of anything else to write about, so I guess I'm off.
=::= Love you, Brian. Talk to you tomorrow (if you read this before you go to bed..) =::=
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How bored I am. After I put on a movie for Jade, my job's practically done.
We got Homeroom now. I guess everyone's schedules got switched around. There are a lot more kids in my classes now. A lot of different people got taken out of classes and put into others. There were about 25 kids in my Science class, now all the chairs are filled. That's.. odd. I think I kinda liked it the other way around, though.. I mean, less people in a class means less work getting done and more fun to be had. Not anymore.. >.<
I got a B on most of my exams. Except for English and Science. Got a C in both of those. ;_; So, I don't think I got all A's this marking period. Oh well.. maybe next time. I did the first one. I was so proud of myself. I don't think I will this time because of those stupid exams. =chops them all to bits= I do good in class, but whenever we have tests, I do bad on them. Whyy?
The kid that's been bothering me to go out with him got in my Homeroom. How lucky I am. I haven't stayed in that class for more than 2 seconds yet, so so far, so good. The Homerooms got split by last names. Mine's Holmes and his is Hime. jshfkjsfd
Really not in the mood to write anything more.
~Peace.
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Pirates of the Caribbean.. <3 None of my friends like it, but I do. I don't see what you can't like about it! Two hot guys in one movie?? =O Overwhelming, sometimes, it is. I think Johnny is hawter, though. :}
Hmm, lesse. Today was the last day of exams. =bounces= I'm glad, too. They actually weren't even that hard. I thought they'd be harder than they were. Yesturday I had exams in Spanish, Band, and English. I did the worst on the English exam, I think. Although, the Band exam was kinda hard. I mean, we never even learned anything that was on it. Not that we shouldn't have. She just assumed that we were magically 'born' with all the knowledge. I mean, how can you take a test on something that you've never learned? The only time I've ever seen or heard of most of the words on that test were when we were going over the study guide, which had all the questions and answers on it. I studied it for a little bit, when I was talking to Brian, but that's all. I guessed on most of the questions. Adriene wrote the whole study guide over again to study from. Wtf. o_o She said that if you write things down, you learn it faster. That may be true, but it's just a Band exam, and I don't particularly want to study anything in that category. It might not be so bad if it were just playing, but it was all written. The Spanish exam was kinda fun. :} I like Spanish, even though the exam for it was about 10-12 pages, all front and back. o_O It was so long that we had to do half on Wednesday, and the other half on Thursday.
Okay, so.. Today. Today I had exams in Science, Algebra, and World History. I don't even want to know what I got on my Science exam. Omg.. >.< I'm, like, scared to go in that class on Monday. It really will be my fault if I don't pass it, though. I mean, he let us see the exam on Wednesday, and we had to take it today. That gave us a day to look over our notes and books and stuff for the answers. But, I don't know.. Most everyone else thought it was easy. Maybe it's just me. o_o So, after Science was Algebra. I think I did pretty good on that one, so I won't go on and on about it like I have the others so far. (Bored, yet?) World History was rediculiously easy. We had to write an essay, and we could write one page-full of notes to help us write it. I love doing essays. Most of the time I can just B.S. my way through, and get close to 100%. >:}
YAY! EXAMS ARE OVERRRR!
After school, Matt came to the school to pick me up. My mom had surgery today for her carpal(sp?) tunnel. She's all bitchy and stuff. She always is when she gets sick or has to go to the doctors. I guess she's entitled to, though. From what she says, her hand hurts pretty bad. But, like, it gets a little, uhh, I dunno.. annoying I guess you could say, when she asks you to pick something up for her that's within her reach. Or, pick something up off the floor that she could easily get. I think she was kind of upset that no one except for me and Matt were there to see her out of surgery. I told her that it wasn't a big deal, because it was only on her wrist, but she kept insisting that something could easily go wrong. I tried to get her to stop worrying about people being there to see her out, but she wouldn't listen. But, like I said, it only took a half hour for the surgery. Although, we were there for about 4-5 hours all together.
After we got out of the hospitol, we went to Family Video to get some movies. At first, we got League of Extraordinary Gentleman and some other movie with Heath Ledger in it. So we take them out to the car and my mom tells me to go take the movie with Heath Ledger back because she's already seen it, and it's no good. I knew she wasn't really in the mood to argue, so I just went back in and the guy at the counter said he'd be more than happy to exchange the movie for something else. I was like, o__O "Okay, thanks." So, I picked out Freddy Vs. Jason. The guy was, like, creeping me out. He's like, "So, what's your number, eh?" Smiling at me the whole time.. Okay, then. So, I got out to the car, my mom mumbled something about the movie that I didn't hear, and we drove off.
Went back to the house, and that's where I am now. o_o Matt went to go pick up the kids. (Yay, can't wait..) And, I'm sitting here watching PotC with my bitchy mum! ^.^
I had pep band tonight, but I didn't feel like going. >_> Plus, my mom went had surgery, so that's my exscuse. >;} Evil pep. It's supposed to be fun, but it, erm.. isn't. o_o
I have nothing to do this weekend!! Arrrghh. ;_; I want to doo something. I have money, too. =thinks=
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